Hi Chopin, new too this forum and havn't written much but this whole post is kind of amazing. I am assuming you are Christian because I would flip out if my T told me we are all sinners and fall short of the glory of God. What does that mean anyway? I thought Jesus said we are all Children of God. We are all Divine. Sinner in Greek means "missing the mark". So what? We all make mistakes. Anyway I don't know you well enough to really comment but I appreciate the guts of posting a private therapy session. It is fascinating to compare someone else's real time therapy experience. Thanks for that!