I'm scared. I have started something that I am not sure is the right thing for me. Everything seems to be falling into place so easily that it worries me. I think that when the hammer comes down on me, it is going to crush what little hope and spark I have in me, until there is, or will be no me any more. I have made my list of pro's and con's and there is more pro's. But one of the reasons for my mental issues was doing the thing I have done. I really didn't want to. I shouldn't have weakened. Now I am so scared. What have I done? How can I stay safe? What is going to happen to me now? Will things work out? Will I end up totally unable to function any more. Why did I do this? I am so stupid.