It did and thank you. Your support means the world to me.

As for the latest news.. I had a breakdown last night. I finished up talking to that friend. Poured some of my emotions out to her and then felt guilty for saying anything and being a burden. So I just said good night and ended the conversation and went to bed and just started crying. That wasn't even crying.. It was a serious breakdown. I just couldn't stop for what seemed hours.. But I think it was more like one hour. Anyway.. I felt horrible.. And I scratched my arm again. This time even harder. But luckily I don't have any marks left. Stayed red for a while but then it cleared up.

On a lighter note - My sister came home as a surprise. She is driving through.. Going to a summer festival. And she had time to stop by. She lives about a two hour drive away, so we don't see each other very often. So that's nice. And she didn't look too disappointed when I told her my exam results.. So yeah.. I'm feeling better now.