You are in therapy to learn about yourself, and this is a perfect opportunity to learn something about what you are considering doing. It would be most helpful to you to discuss this with your T, so you can learn more about what's going on with you before making a decision. If you decide to go, it sounds like you have a great T lined up, but I hope you will work through this with current T, or I suspect you will be prolonging the unavoidable and it will happen again with a new T.