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Jun 10, 2012, 11:04 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Honey, you're NOT "soiled" or dirty or anything like that! What happened is OVER and done! You made some bad decisions -- doesn't everyone? You're no different than anyone else. And remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem!!!  ALL problems can be solved! And yours can too. 
If this is something that you think you just cannot get over, then you need to talk to a professional. Would your Mother be able to send you to a therapist? Perhaps a psychologist would be able to help you with this. A trained professional would be able to diagnose any possible problems you MAY have and give you tips on how to get thru this problem.
Ask your Mom about going to a therapist, ok? If she can't afford to send you, then at LEAST talk to your medical doctor, pastor or other trusted adult. And of course, keep posting here too -- this is a good source of support.
Again sweetie, you're not "used goods." Your boyfriend still loves you and so does your Mom. You have a good support system, so listen to them. God bless you honey and take care of yourself. Hugs, Lee
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