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Originally Posted by Mindinpieces
But there is nothing to lose by having some therapy
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I know you have benevolent intent but I have my signature for a reason! I once written down all my therapy failures for The Samaritans but they forgot about me, surely more important people are more important. Anyway, the list:
1 psychologist whom I was seeing when I was still sexually abused and she didn't notice.
1 psychologist who wanted me to look into his eyes all the time, even when I was telling him horrible stuff, 'Hey, my eyes are here!'- you don't say?
1 psychologist who told me nobody wants to listen to me and everybody ignores me, I'm lazy and expect a miracle, I want to remain miserable.
1 psychiatrist who said she wouldn't prescirbe me a mild antidepressant because it would be a waste of a medication and that she woulnd't help me.
1 psychiatrist who called me a maniuplative egoist and it took him a 10 min or so to decide I'm not depresssed
1 psychologist who blamed me for everything and said that I can't do anything right.
1 psychologist who deceived me, trivialised my pain, made fun of me, took the side of the people who hurt me, was really harsh about my 'everyone's against me' thing- I have a long list of examples, why couldn't she just believe me? I can prove that everybody is against me but no, she didn't listened because I'm insane.
Of these brilliant people, 1 psychologist and 1 psychiatrist denied my right to have problems because 'I'm young and pretty'. And let's not forget the most incredible way they 'treatd' me in mental hospital. That's a laugh, 'treated'.
Yeah, yeah, now you say I must have misunderstood them and that eveybody wants to help me. I wish that was true.