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Jun 10, 2012, 11:47 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Bathony it IS possible that what you are HEARING is not what they SAID. Please don't get me wrong, but many times when we are ill, we don't have the best perception. We don't "hear" things correctly. We are so "sick" that we hear things as we EXPECT to hear them -- not how they actually come out.
I find it hard to believe that all those trained professionals we ALL AGAINST you, honey.  You are NOT a BAD PERSON!! I've read all your posts, and you're just not all those things that you said THEY said. So i have a feeling that what you heard was not what they said. When I was in the deepest darkest phase of my depression, I didn't hear things correctly either. I ALSO heard what I THOUGHT people would say -- since I felt useless, worthless, ugly, fat, (add what you want) I heard what I thought people were inferring. I couldn't have been more wrong.  Trouble is, it started many fights and lots of trouble & heartache.
Think about it. All those professionals couldn't have suggested all those things, because for one thing, it would be VERY unprofessional -- and for another, they're there to HELP you, not browbeat you into submission.
It's not supposed to be a torture session.
I'm not inferring that you're crazy so don't go there --I'm just saying that when we're ill and in the worst of our illness -- we just don't really hear what is really said. I've been there and done that. God bless Bathony -- we're on your side. (((hugs)))) Lee
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