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Originally Posted by rcrss5
I am supposed to see psychiatrist on Monday, I have been waiting over a month for the appointment. Because I have medicare I have to see him first or I would have already been talking with a therapist. I have to go to this mental health clinic that I do not want to go to, I don't trust them.I have five kids and I don't want them to take them away from me. I have had major depression, but this time it is different. I am in pain, psychological pain my primary doctor has me on wellbutrin, celexa, and ativan. I don't know how to get through the pain, I cannot talk to anyone. My mother is on my case telling me I am acting funny and my poor kids, I cant get my house organized or meals prepared for them. I really don't how much longer I can hold on. My exhusband is coming in two weeks but that is like waiting for an eternity, and I am not looking forward to him coming but he can help with the kids. thanks for listening.
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You have got to hold on for one more day. Every day is just one day you have to find a way to hold on until the right person materializes that can help you help yourself and it will happen and you HAVE to help yourself look for this person even if it means calling 911 because you are no good to your children dead and they will blame themselves FOREVER if you die. Take it day by day until your ex comes and make a serious plan now to help yourself once he gets there. This is very serious, so if you should feel better, you need to make the plan anyway because it sounds like you have very serious depression. I recognize what you are going through and it is time to be very serious about your condition. I wish you the very best. One day at a time. I am so sorry that your head hurts. I know your are in pain. Take one day at a time. This will not last forever. Call the numbers you were given. You have to reach out to healthy people for support and to get well. Just because these people you do not trust are all you have now doesnt mean you are locked into having them as your doctors forever. This isnt necessarily a black and white situation...there is room for things to slightly and slowly improve over time. Do not be so fatalistic.I had a splitting headache for the last four days. It is gone today. Why? I do not know. FacingChains. ( I have medicaire. It took me a long time to find a good doc but i finally did. You must have FAITH
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