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Originally Posted by Bathony
I cannot draw any other conclusion from all those experiences and people's reactions. I don't know why I'm that bad to deserve punishment from all but there's must be one, since I get attacked and no one gives a crap about this. I experienced more unfair treatment than you can imagine. I asked many times why I deserve to be hurt and no one could give me an answer, so I cannot change this, only accept this.
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Yes, you can draw other conclusions. But you don't need to. You determine your self-esteem and your worth. Take that bullseye target off and put on some armor.
Don't let other people shape your image. That is something you control.
Look at your update "
deserves all the pain and is stupid ." That is you saying that.
You don't have to accept it. Find and develop your good character traits. Love yourself. If the people you interact with have causeed a toxic environment...leave. Find a better place... better people.
Sorry if that seems blunt and unsupportive but you need to take control of your thoughts and self-image.