Doggiedo, you can't expect him not to have that perception of the situation. You either have to try again and stick it out and get over your insecurities or let him go. Let him be a part of that journey or not...I don't know.

However, we can't choose for you to stay in a relationship with him. We can't choose for you to stay committed to him. You can't continue to wavier at the point where you're unsure of yourself and want others to make the decision of the relationship for you.

It also doesn't sound like you ever talked to him about the hygiene thing. If you continue this relationship he's going to expect you to be sexually active with him. You need to decide whether or not you want to pursue that type of relationship.

Is there any way you can visit your mom for a weekend? Maybe some R & R would help.