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Instead of filling this forum with different threads, I'll just write it out here...
I love my mom. She has always worked so hard to support us, we always knew she loved us but oh my gosh, when she's drinking she can drive me up the stinking wall!!! Which is pretty often!!! Like when I meet a group of her friends out at a restaurant and she introduces me as "my daughter, she has dissociative identity disorder!" or when I go on her facebook and see the things I've told her in confidence plastered all over her wall. She added my fiances mom, dad and uncles on her page and there she is talking all about my mental health problems to everyone. What the heck?!?! Clearly while alcohol is still in her picture, my secrets can not be.
I'm rather frustrated right now. The day I told her, in secret, about how my virginity was stolen from me, I got a phone call an hour later from her best friend wanting to talk to me about it. Because that's what I wanted. I want to pull my hair out and scream. Serves me right for telling her anything. And T wants me to tell her about my past SA when I was a kid, the SA I've told no one but my fiance about. Yeah right!!! I do NOT think so! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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