So lately i have been feeling really down. I dont really know why. But i just feel like ending it all. I usually email my T when i need to get something out. I see my T tomorrow...but i always have trouble getting my thoughts out in person.

The thing is im afraid that if i email my T this she will get worried and want hospitalize me.....

So you think i should email or or just try to talk to her tomorrow? I mean i really dont think i will do anything to myself