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Originally Posted by Lillylillie
How do you call this doing great??? By what measure is this great?? I convinced everyone that the last SA was due to the meds. Now I don't have that excuse. I'm confronting some really horrible things about myself right now. I'm seeing myself for the first time and I hate that person. I'm terrified of her. I don't want to be here no matter what. I would rather die!
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I didn't mean to offend you..
You're doing great - in my books - for the pure fact that you seem to be so self destructive right now, but (to our knowledge, at least) you haven't acted on any impulses. I know you don't see it this way, but that IS good. You are still in control. You are STILL here speaking through this huge crisis with us. You're not bottling it all up. That in itself is extremely positive, don't you think?
Keep going! I KNOW you'll make it out the other side of this eventually!
We're here, we DO honestly care! We wouldn't be with you otherwise, would we?