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Originally Posted by Lillylillie
I know I'm just proving him right, my ex-T, that I can't handle my own emotions. I said it was because of the drugs but obviously it's not. I hate that he was ****ing right about me AND I hate that he left me because of it.
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Hey, hey, hey! As much as I often feel the same way (when I'm in a real state), HE'S the one who couldn't handle things! He was the therapist in all this, he should've been there for you and handled himself a lot better, not ditched you! I truly hope he feels disgusted with himself..
Heck, perhaps he's married to my old T - it wouldn't surprise me!
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Originally Posted by Lillylillie
Also I have to admit that another reason I'm not doing great is 'cause I did do stuff. I'm trying not to do too much. But I'm using some of the bad coping skills at the same time I'm trying the good ones.
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Aw, big hugs! <3 I know you're doing the best you can do right now, I don't doubt it for a second! Go easy on yourself, if at all possible.. it's so easy to slip back into bad habits in stressful situations (says the girl who has slipped back into her eating disordered behaviours again - I'm there with you). Tell me you haven't hurt yourself too badly though?