My T tells me I should be feeling "better" now, after only 3 sessions with her. I left the last one due to his over-zealous attraction to his 'scrip pad. I don't need more pills or fake smiles ........ I need help sorting thru the crap that is currently my life. This is not how I want to feel in a year!!
Threw a pillow at the tv today. Guess I saw that "Depression Hurts" commercial one too many times?
I'm tired of being like this, tired of being tired.
I know that life can be better than what I am feeling now.
Hid from the people that stopped by today, didn't answer the door or phone. I'm just having one of THOSE days where interraction with other people is too draining, hiding the depth of my depression from them takes too much effort.
Hopefully will be able to sleep tonite which will lead to a better day tomorrow.