I've been back and forth since I was 12 with SI different types, and recently started cutting again Im 20 now. do I feel ashamed idk, I feel guilty for it and worry about infection but I am blunt with my family even if they tell me to "get over it, stop) or my favorite "you were never a cutter", my mom told me. They also try to make me promise not to SI anymore but I can't i know I will break it and SI. It isn't "emo" or "teenage attention seeking" either.