Well, i survived the trip... now i am home and have nothing overly distracting going on. I feel so.... just yuck. I don't know how to explain.
Sat here thinking of where i could cut and how to hide it...
I've cut my arms before, but those scars are way too visible with summer and swimming going on, smae with my thighs.
Cutting my stomach just has no effect anymore...
I ended up cutting my ankle/foot area... didn't take much of a cut there and i am calmer... i know the crap is gonna come soon... i'll be back to the ****... but for now... a bit better...