But I can't have both. The auditions for Idols start in August. School starts in September. I can't do both at the same time.. And I have to inform the university about my studies in August. So what if I say that I'll be going to the university but then I'd get into the Idol? I just don't know.. And I don't really think the Idol is the right way for me. I seriously just want to start doing little gigs and online videos and just.. Do this my way. But I don't have the opportunities for that.
I'm stuck.