I think I've started to disassociate in sessions, but t just says "you sat there in silence for a few minutes." I don't think she wants to label it.

The worst I've had was after a really rough session. I remember getting in my car and leaving t's parking lot and then I was in my driveway. When I pulled in I realized I had never turned on my headlights. I had driven home 30 minutes down a major highway in the dark with just running lights. Went in my house, lay down and stared at the back of the couch without ever sleeping. When I finally came out of it was the middle of the night.