I can really relate to the abuse you suffered. I think they must have a how to abuse children manual somewhere. From not being feed to sleeping on the floor ( I never had a bed until I was maybe 13? ) to having the door removed so they could sit there and watch you.

Now that you are getting out of school have you found a job in your feild? Could you maybe find a roommate in the paper to share an apartment with? I would think going back to that situation wouldn't be good for your mental health.

I understand how you could feel so isolated right now. But I wanted you to know that you aren't alone. There are many people here who understand and have an open ear for you.

Lisa