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Valis said:
Now that I'm about to finish up my degree, I'm starting to think more and more about what its going to be like to return home.

To return back to a situation that was never resolved, but just delayed.

Every time I think about that room I sat so many long days makes my soul crumble. Anxiety just seems to engulf me.

I think I would snap if I had o return back home to my step father and that room.

My therapist tells me that I'm not that child anymore...

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Dear Valis,

I am so SORRY! - that you had to live thru such hell created by another person, and at that one that was supposed to love and care for you.
Please know that YOU do NOT have to return to this once abusive situation and that you can heal the ten year that was wounded and still lives with in you.... or at least his energy does.

Please take a look at this book and read it.... I think it will shed a bright light on what you are feeling inside, with the thoughts of having to possibly go home.

LINK: http://www.booksamillion.com/ncom/bo...pid=0911207023

BTW - I left home at the young tender age of 15 and while we (the family & step father) are all able to get along now.... I never regret not going back.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -