I am just joining this site today. I am intrigued with what I read from other members on this site, I wish I had found this sooner. I am in my 50's, I always thought I was the most missunderstood person. I was always a perfect child, never in trouble, but always being punished for not trying hard enough. You know "you are smart but lazy". Now that I am grown, I keep trying but nothing is never good enough. I hope from job to job, can't read materials and understand what am reading. Can't hold a conversation, Just no interest in most issues and events. I am pleasant to be around, but considered "air head". I live in a world of myown, usually do not care how others persive me. Very impulsive when it comes to every decision in my life. If I want, I am going to get, or do, or Quit, or whatever. Unable to sustain friendships, I just don't participate, its usually onesided and eventually none.