I am really hurting...I feel.....everything I have can just be ripped away for the smallest of discrepancy, the smallest reason, I have this sensation that the government is 'out to get me' to leave me with nothing at all.

I feel as if I cannot trust anyone or anything, the hand that has fed me...what was that.....a lie???!.... My illness is extremely severe and I know if anyone deserves disability, it's me, each of the 93 firings tore at my very dignity, human resources would call me 'weird' when I did not even do anything wrong.....fire me solely for being 'weird.' If anyone knows discrimination firsthand...my sensitive heart has taken it all in....and left me void where my heart once stood...

My mother wants me to move out to the mountains with her, where she can help more, on the otherhand my father who is also my landlord is ready to evict me if I lack the rent, as his wife hates me for some odd reason.

Even my best friends are not helping in my torment, so few people have experienced this..

Thank you for listening, PC friends....I appreciate your emotional support ahead of time, that's all I am asking