My heart goes out to you. Your rage is more than understandable. In any further exchanges between you and I, I will try to remember that your rage isn't towards me but at the circumstances.
"Venting" is only one aspect of our recovery but it is extremely helpful. Many of us do it here.
I'll also remeber to keep my answers short.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.