So I talked with the manager - it's an apartment complex. Of course they don't care and they can't help at all. I guess it didn't hurt to ask.

I keep track of all my expenditures each month and I know exactly what I spend on food, utilities (and the rent includes heat and hot water, which is good), and even food, dog stuff, entertainment, etc. It's a really cool spreadsheet. I can swing it...and will do a 7 month lease I guess.

I feel safe here and I like it. It's clean and I don't have to worry about anything - well other than the rent increase!

How frustrating! I had money for a house, but I used it on a downpayment when I was married a few years back. Now the ex has the house and I'm screwed. I hate him for it. Now I'm stuck renting and I hate it!!! I feel like I'm just throwing money away...