My family is so screwed up and my main abusers. My grandmother died last year next month. She left me a car. Ever since I was a little girl she told me that she was leaving me her car, whatever car it was at the time, and it was in her will. I lived with her the summer before she died and took care of her. While taking care of her I drove her around in the car. We had a wonderful summer. I had to go back home and she moved in with her daughter, my aunt. I still had a good relationship with my grandmother, even though I couldn't go see her. Wasn't allowed at first then moved too far away.

When my grandmother passed away, it was on a Tuesday and the funeral was the next day. There was no way I could have made it to the funeral, and I wish I could have. I called my aunt several months ago when our car died to make sure everything was good to go. She said yes, but your grandmother didn't want you to have the car. I asked why and if so why wasn't the will changed? She couldn't give a reason as to why. But said the will wasn't changed because my grandmother died suddenly. BS!! My grandmother had been sick and dieing for months I knew this and wasn't even there. She was under the impression I wasn't talking to my grandmother, but I was. She also threw it in my face that I didn't come to the funeral.

I haven't had a car in several months and thought everything was worked out so I could just go pick up the car and get tags and bring it home. Well come to find out they never opened the estate. My grandmother's attorney had an appointment with my Aunt and mother this weekend but they didn't show up or call offering a reason why they didn't show.

So the attorney told me to call the estates division and they told me what all to do and this could take up to another year. I'm so mad at my family for the way they treat me and the way they treated her. This upsets me so bad and has ruined my day. I hate dealing with this family, but really have no other choice until the estate is settled.

I get so upset. All the past abuse comes back all the feelings of not ever being good enough.....

Thanks for listening