Before the divorce and before starting to take psychiatric drugs that make me unorgasmic, I usually masturbated about once a day (by once I mean a session of masturbation with multiple orgasms). In retrospect, I regret not turning some of these sessions into mutual sex with my husband. I would say that masturbation was therefore not without its price. I masturbated purely to my thoughts and fantasies and dreams, not to porn - porn does not turn me on at all. May be I simply was not exposed to the right style of porn.