Lately ive been thinking about the relationship im in but i havent come to any conclusions. We are just starting to get over a major issue. Basically i went to see an old friend of mine that i used to be involved with, and he hit on me a lot, and i didnt have the guts to tell him to stop, and i wasnt sure that i was uncomfortable until i got home and felt really guilty. So i told my boyfriend and of course it made him upset. I am just overwhelmed with guilt, but hes told me its ok and that we just need to work on things. Which is fine and as a matter of fact ive already taken the first step. My issue is, i say i love him, and i know that i did, but im confused as to what love is, and at my age im not sure if i should know or not (18, im a wee one) so....i dont know, im just utterly confused and unsure of everything, but i feel like i cant tell him that im not sure if i love him or not, because we've been saying it to each other quite a bit. Maybe i took the words too lightly. *sigh*

"in a haze a stormy haze i'll be round i'll be loving you always, always...here i am and i take my time here i am ill wait in line always, always..." ~coldplay~