I discover myself thinking most of my free time or when I am in a new situation with new people or in a happy moment that I am depressed. It is as if I am looking out for security every time in depression, something I know and I am afraid of going out of it. My present life is comfortable, I have a partner, no children, too afraid to have them, and from an objective point of view, there is no present reasonto be depressed.
I am too confused inside me with my inner feelings, why do I suffer too much anguish when I am in new or happy situations? Why can I stop feeling depressed? Have anyone been in this situation? Please write to me if you know what I am talking about.