I feel much lighter today.
I called my T and left her a message yesterday about it.
She called this morning and said she is so happy for me and so proud of the work I am doing.
I meet with her tonight which I am very happy about because I haven't seen her in 2 weeks because of a family emergency on her part.

I cannot believe how freeing of a feeling it is to let Little know she is not to blame at all.