I have 15 months clean trying since 06 I was diagnosed with depression weeks before od on klonipin and roboussin. Saw a wite light that night But went to impatient and felt mad my doc was pot y ex and started smokeing crack a few months later so I was on meds every day since then!!!!! Took my self off one of them I am still on 4 of those mfers. I been feeling depressed. I cant keep running from all my tucked up feeling about my ex