It may di meliora but there's plenty of time hopefully, prior to actually learning the answer sought. One might get an answer sure...but what would be the hurry? It'll come...no-one is going to miss it by waiting.

On another note...I too have NO clue why I AM or anything IS. Sometimes it's difficult. Other times it holds me in rapt stunned amazement. I like the rapt stunned amazement times. Sometimes I'm really peaceful when I realize the answers really aren't that important. Man is too small and simple a being to worry about all that.

Mind you maintaining those peaceful tranquil times are harder. Wish they hung around a lot more often.