Janniebug,
You did so well to recognize that the activity you wanted to do--cook dinner--could put you in a dangerous situation. Then you found a way that you could do the activity and still be safe. This is totally awesome!

Sleeping late fills me will guilt too. I should have been up doing stuff, taking care of things. I have to remind myself that sometimes sleeping late is one way to take care of myself.
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft