I am really having a hard time this morning, If I could take my life today-this would be the day. But everytime I see my little boy I know I cant. I need something to take my pain away. I feel like someday if I can't end this pain I will have no choice but to take my life, no matter what. I feel like I am being tortured and a person can take only so much torture. I have not therapy appointment until july 13th and I cannot cal any crisis line or emergency service I have not to take care of my kids. thanks for listening