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I'm sorry I bought this up. I don't know why I really thought people would be happy for me.

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Greenleaves... no hon, you can't understand I think..and I'm sorry that what you posted upset many of us... I'm not sure why it triggered me so much, and why I was out of control with my thinking about this. (It's become a note of therapy work.)

I think your disorder is what prevents you from realizing all the views of this attachment you have for this person. Could you print off this thread, and let your therapist read it, AND tell us what the T says? I know you don't get much time with the T, but since this is an ongoing issue for you, and for us here at PC... it might help us all understand better.

I'm sorry that you suffer so.