Isn't it interesting how one post can get you thinking and then spur a new post or give you the courage to post one you've been trying for a while?
So here I go trying to do just that.
Early in t, t caught evidence of my si. I made a sarcastic comment tip try to downplay it (it's not the "normal" si so I minimize it the best I can). When she saw, she asked if it hurt and I inserted my diversion comment to imply I it doesn't. I'm sure she probably knew that want the truth but I feel so icky knowing I lied about it. How is she supposed to help if I lie to her? I've wanted to tell her so many times but I'm afraid to bring it up. And maybe afraid that she'll hate me. And maybe afraid that she won't want to schedule anymore appointments.
I'm soooo anxious just thinking about trying to tell her. Maybe having you guys know will help me take that step in confessing to t