i'm just really sad because it's not fair for this baby to have to suffer what i'm feeling. I've been crying for two days straight and I can't even force myself to eat anymore. i'm so depressed. i keep telling myself "do it for the baby" but that's hard to do because deep down i don't want this child at all.
I can't begin to describe the pain i'm feeling right now. I'm completely torn because i know this baby doesn't deserve this.. but i can't help how i'm feeling and it's killing ne.
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" We want the same things humans do: sex and power. The difference between us is that we are innately better at obtaining both. This is our greatest strength,and our greatest weakness."
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