I know the "vulnerable after sending an email" feeling very well.

Yes, that was the post I sent him the copy of. And I was oh so vulnerable in that post. My hand must have hovered over the "send" buttom for almost ten minutes before I took a deep breath then pushed it. I opened up and stated some very raw needs that I needed him to address - left me feeling a new sense of heightened vulnerability with him. I was hoping in his return email he would address my anxiety about this, but he only stated something about "Thanks for sending, see you Friday" blah blah blah. So now my anxiety level is ratched up about as high as it can go.

Did I ever mention how much I just LOVE therapy.....