Um..are you serious!? I can't have this conversation with my family..let alone my boss..you are joking right?!!! I mean really!!?? He is the one person I hide my arm from..I wear a jacket at work..granted I am actually cold..THANK GOD..so it gives me an excuse..but if not I would still wear long sleeves..or something..i have had years of practice of hiding my arm..BUT..it is always the one moment that I forget about it..that someone asks..always worked out that way when I was a bartender!! SUCKS!! But that is what I get huh?! That is what everyone always told me back when I was cutting and burning and I didn't want to listen! That one day I would regret it..ASSHOLES were right! Anyways..no way I would sit down and tell my boss..he would fire me for being insane..despite how much I have progressed and changed..no one that has not been a self injurer can possibly understand what goes through ones mind..I wouldn't expect him to..I would worry if he did!! No way, Jen..that would totally bring my past to the present..something I won't allow..never!
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