arrgh, i am all over the place! i feel like my relationship is messing up but at the same time its fine, like im creating a sense of something being wrong just because i cant deal with the fact that i might have something good for once. im blowing things out of propertion and not giving attention to what needs it, i have a driving theory and media coursework to be doing and im doing anything but, usually the thing that keeps me sane is playing guitar, but im loosing my ability to learn anything, the riff wont stay in my head, i used to pride myself of having the fastest tremo picking of my friends and now i can barely do it for more than a few seconds, also my mums being so arkward, because of my step dad who hates my very distance im not allowed to play guitar if hes within a 100mile radius, so i always get a lash at practicing. when if i dont ill be kicked from my band, but after this happens i lose the will to do anything, especially play....
vent~rage~vent~complain
not really getting anywhere tho
im a bit useless