Hugs if okay.

Just because this method isn't working for you right now, doesn't mean that your T wont want to work with you. You may just have to do some work on grounding before you do the synergy thing. That isn't a failure, this is a learning thing. Sometimes you have to step back and work on something else first. That is okay. It happens all the time in T. Your T wont be angry. I wonder if you are angry with yourself for not being able to do this perfectly the first time? It will be okay.