i emailed t this morning. just wanted to show her that i did the poem. because she tried to do it with me in session. but i couldnt concentrate. so got nowhere. but she didnt answer. i didnt expect anything from it. just that she got it. thats all. but i dont think she will answer. it was like good bye and good luck yesterday. which is ok. just wanted her to know i did what she asked. that i tried. guess ill just have to guess she got it. and im on my own now. no t. time to stop thinking. and writing.