I thought I was in some sort of remission but I was totally wrong on that one. I'm sitting on the couch and just wanting to be completely alone, and just not seeing anyone. I don't want to be around people in general. No mater who they are. I'm getting so irritated by the LOUD noise coming from a adjacent apartment and able to hear the base, very clearly. WHY CAN"T PEOPLE BE CONSIDERATE OF OTHERS.

And to add to it, I haven't had a really good night's sleep in a while, since work is crazy, and then I think of how much money I have and what I need to do... and I'm not able to pay for everything... and that in itself is getting on my last bit of a clear mind.

I haven't been able to find another job, and have been halfway looking.... either way, how am I going to keep myself from falling again into that depression pit?? That's an answer I just don't know. Just had to vent a bit, to see if it helps at all, before I go completely nuts.