I'm almost 20 years old, at home from the summer, just finished my second year of college and I am BORED. Practically to the point of depression. My daily routine includes getting up at noon, masturbating to get up, going online, watching TV, playing the guitar/piano, masturbating, tv, repeat, until I go to bed and lurk online till like 2 am. It has been this way EVERY DAY this summer and I can't take it any more!! I just want SOMETHING to do, something to work towards. I'd get a job, but I am expected to help out with my family's business. However, this is always an unpleasant experience as my dad is always there to put me down. I'd hang out with friends, but I don't really have many to hang out with. I really want a girlfriend, but haven't found a girl who likes me back. I'm just starting to get really depressed watching the sun go down, it's like each day has just been flashing before my eyes. I fear I am just wasting my life here. These are supposed to be the best days of my life and I have no idea what to do with them!