TRIGGER FOR SI...

Silent - thank you for taking a brave leap and posting this. I have a bit of a lie of omission with t right now and it's weighting heavily on me. I told t about my si from 20 years ago and that those urges were back and that when I had si'd 20 years ago it really was just a plea for attention.

Well a month after that session I hit a really rough patch and did some cutting but discovered now it was not for attention but to feel anything but the emotional pain. Now I don't want to tell t because we talked about how it was me wanting attention from her. I've been thinking that I need to tell t though...your post gives me courage.