(((MUE))) I don't know what to say, that is just so hard. I can see why his email would set you off. The part about his limitations is triggering for sure. Why couldn't he just say "No worries MUE, I'm not going anywhere!" T's...arg. They could prevent so much torture if they would just cut to the chase.

Even though I can see why it would set you off, I don't think your T (the one I've come to know from all your posts) is going to abandon you. I really don't.