I understand. That's one of the meds I'm on. I'm usually really bad at taking them. But lately I've been pushing myself to take them properly. It's hard to find the energy/motivation when you're in that slump. But do you think you could try to push yourself to take them? Even if it's the only thing you do each day for a while? Unfourtantely it's a cycle - you have to start somewhere. I think that's the best place for you to start. Just my opinion. :-)