I have, but I honestly don't feel mentally capable of carrying this child for 6 more months and then giving it up. I've been put in the hospital once already with this pregnancy and it's really taking a toll on my body.

everything about this situation is stressing me out. If i keep the baby then I'm going to continue struggling with school and finding a place of my own and trying to get my life on track, and if i give the baby up i'll feel guilty the rest of my life, and if i have an abortion it's murder at this point... so. I don't know what to do... and it's driving me crazy. I keep praying for a miscarriage... and what type of person prays for that!?!
I feel like I'm going insane.