GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
am i weak for not wanting to SI tonight!? im tryin not to. i dont want to. i dont very much. i feel im weak if i dont and weak if i do. bah take me to teh p unit. they will drug me up. why am i the only 20yr old male here? %#@&#! %#@&#! %#@&#! %#@&#! %#@&#!
struggling, but ill make it. because i am to weak to not make it. luckly no one is around to push me, maybe is why i sleep all day, and try to stay away from ppl that can push me? wont take much.
i can push my self. music is on. not a good distraction.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
*deep breaths*.
deep breaths and GRRRRs!
haha.
i dont, cant go to the er. may need to. %#@&#!.
bring on the anxeity!! lovely... ....
u guys are great, sorry for bothering you.
let this thread die down. please. pm me if u wanna reply.