I have dealt with my mind for 23yrs,and it has been hell. It's a good question to think does anyone ever really get better. I have fallen as low as I can go,and manage to get myself back, only to fall again. It's a horrible painfull cycle. It seems the only thing I hold onto is there must be a reason i'm still here. Thing's have to get better,there has to be some happiness. I don't believe this but the thought is all I have to keep me holding on.